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ugyaaaaaa tauk deh mau isi apa
sempet buka komputer aja uda syukur

ulalalaaa
uyeaaaa
kyahahahahaaa

*berbusa*

maaf, saya sudah gila, dan saya sadar kok
knapa ya?

kasitau ga ya..?

kasitau deh.. daripada penasaran trus ga bisa tidur *siapa juga yg mau tau* -__-
*ya kali ada yg kepo*

gw hanya merasa hidup ini sudah ga da meaningnya
TENANG, GW BUKAN MAU BUNUH DIRI  (← sendirinya ga chill)

I'm just in this state called absolute boredom. *yeaa curcol*
maap ya gw tau pasti yang baca post ini bakal cape bacanya
tapi memang itu tujuannya huahahahahahaa *evil laugh*

ya oke, seriously, gw mau curcol
sepertinya gw dan dia sedang di ambang, get it?

Have you ever fallen in love? Oh well, you'll suffer from euphoria. Well, I have & I did.
and your world would be like:

 

yea so on and so on and so on UNTIL.....the day

the day when you realized he/she won't always be there for you, for various reasons.

In my case....he said he was busy

hmm okay...not a big deal actually

masalahnya adalah....dia mulai melupakan gw sepertinya

kadang-kadang gw sms juga ga dibales

oh well, gw berasa dikacangin cowo gw sendiri. Bayangkan.

Oh and one more thing. Kalo temen dia yg sms, dibales kok. Voila. That's really a problem

Makes you think I did something wrong to upset him.

When I finally asked, he said I did. But he has not given an actual answer

He said he would contact me back. And 7 days has passed since then.

Without a single word. A single news.

Curcol lagi ya, gw nangis 4 hari berturut-turut. Cape. Gw ga tau gw salah apa

Oke, mungkin gw salah nyindir dia secara ga langsung lewat tweet gw

Tapi itu pun karena (menurut gw) dia mulai duluan

I don't know who's right who's wrong. I don't care. I just wanna get it over quickly, but this silent treatment has been going on for almost a month. Can you imagine my feeling. No, you can't, so okay I'll tell you.

Time seemed to pass slower than ever.

My grades have been degrading.

I got sick, I can't eat for a day or two.

Gw males cerita ke siapa-siapa karena kebegoan gw dalam menjelaskan semua yg telah terjadi. Gw takut kalo gw cerita ke orang lain, ga bakal ada solusi pula.

Hari demi hari, gw menumpuk kebencian dalam hati agar tak ada penyesalan apabila berpisah.

simply, a bit depressed.

There. Thx for reading this, reader. Please pray for me if you will.