Monday, 26 December 2011

strange dream chronicles #6

tidak masuk akal, tidak mengenal dimensi, tidak mengenal asal-usul, tidak diketahui latar belakangnya. Mimpi itu selalu aneh, bukan?

Jumat, 23 Desember 2011. Gw mimpi.....ga ngerti dah di mimpi itu gw sebagai apa, gw cuma inget bagian gw dijahatin sama orang-orang (agak lupa dijahatinnya gimana. Dianiaya? Dihajar?) di ruang tahanan (or something like that), trus gw dikira mati, dan dibuang ke danau. I wasn't alone. Abis gw dibuang, I pretended to be dead & floating, and realized I wasn't the only body dumped into the lake. There were dozens, floating around me among the lotus leaves, in the middle of the night. Ga berapa lama, orang-orang yang ngebuang gw itu balik lagi, dumping more bodies into the lake. Dari beberapa mayat yang dibuang itu, ntah gimana, gw ngenalin dua orang. So, I tried to swim over to their bodies, but without success, because I woke up.

dan begitu bangun, gw ga inget apa-apa.

Siangnya, gw ngliat berita ini disiarin di metro tv.
"Saat ditemukan, jasad puluhan imigran tersebut dalam keadaan mengenaskan. Sebagian besar kulitnya sudah mengelupas dan tubuhnya kembung."(hariansumutpos.com)


Wow, what a tragedy, I thought. Though they are illegal immigrants, I feel bad for them.

malemnya, gw baru inget mimpi gw yang barusan gw ceritain di atas. Dan terus terang, gw merinding. It's not like I suddenly feel like a supernaturalist or a freaking psychic that I posted this. No. I don't feel that way. Just.....turut berduka cita buat mereka yang jadi korban. May the Lord bless them & keep them with Him.

Friday, 23 December 2011

strange dream chronicles #5

tidak masuk akal, tidak mengenal dimensi, tidak mengenal asal-usul, tidak diketahui latar belakangnya. Mimpi itu selalu aneh, bukan?

Sekarang tema mimpi gw kali ini adalah....fantasi! (?)
 

bayangkan borobudur dan katedral digabung jadi satu. Sama-sama abu-abu, sama-sama tua, sama-sama batu semuanya, sama ancient-feelnya. Nahhh.. hahaha rather mixed up



no, not like Atlantic. More like.....Jakarta submerged (??)
But way cleaner and fun to explore like this pic in 9gag




yes, this one IS creepy. Maybe next time I'll draw the illustration. I even watched her gouged out blood from her mouth. She could talk no more but the monster made a deal with her if she wanted to be saved. Don't know what happened next coz I woke up.

Monday, 10 October 2011

Q_Q

ugyaaaaaa tauk deh mau isi apa
sempet buka komputer aja uda syukur

ulalalaaa
uyeaaaa
kyahahahahaaa

*berbusa*

maaf, saya sudah gila, dan saya sadar kok
knapa ya?

kasitau ga ya..?

kasitau deh.. daripada penasaran trus ga bisa tidur *siapa juga yg mau tau* -__-
*ya kali ada yg kepo*

gw hanya merasa hidup ini sudah ga da meaningnya
TENANG, GW BUKAN MAU BUNUH DIRI  (← sendirinya ga chill)

I'm just in this state called absolute boredom. *yeaa curcol*
maap ya gw tau pasti yang baca post ini bakal cape bacanya
tapi memang itu tujuannya huahahahahahaa *evil laugh*

ya oke, seriously, gw mau curcol
sepertinya gw dan dia sedang di ambang, get it?

Have you ever fallen in love? Oh well, you'll suffer from euphoria. Well, I have & I did.
and your world would be like:


yea so on and so on and so on UNTIL.....the day
the day when you realized he/she won't always be there for you, for various reasons.
In my case....he said he was busy
hmm okay...not a big deal actually
masalahnya adalah....dia mulai melupakan gw sepertinya
kadang-kadang gw sms juga ga dibales
oh well, gw berasa dikacangin cowo gw sendiri. Bayangkan.

Oh and one more thing. Kalo temen dia yg sms, dibales kok. Voila. That's really a problem
Makes you think I did something wrong to upset him.
When I finally asked, he said I did. But he has not given an actual answer
He said he would contact me back. And 7 days has passed since then.
Without a single word. A single news.

Curcol lagi ya, gw nangis 4 hari berturut-turut. Cape. Gw ga tau gw salah apa
Oke, mungkin gw salah nyindir dia secara ga langsung lewat tweet gw
Tapi itu pun karena (menurut gw) dia mulai duluan

I don't know who's right who's wrong. I don't care. I just wanna get it over quickly, but this silent treatment has been going on for almost a month. Can you imagine my feeling. No, you can't, so okay I'll tell you.

Time seemed to pass slower than ever.
My grades have been degrading.
I got sick, I can't eat for a day or two.
Gw males cerita ke siapa-siapa karena kebegoan gw dalam menjelaskan semua yg telah terjadi. Gw takut kalo gw cerita ke orang lain, ga bakal ada solusi pula.
Hari demi hari, gw menumpuk kebencian dalam hati agar tak ada penyesalan apabila berpisah.

simply, a bit depressed.


There. Thx for reading this, reader. Please pray for me if you will.

Wednesday, 7 September 2011

lame sci-fi

It was sunny and bright, a perfect weather that Sunday morning, when suddenly Mrs Sloan heard rowdy noises outside the house while she was preparing breakfast. In such rural area, such noise was unusual. It sounded as if a house was on…. “Fire? On this peaceful morning?” Mrs. Sloan questioned herself. She was really curious but, held back by fear, she later on woke her husband up and told him instead to go out and see what happened. Mr. Sloan opened his eyes, stared at her sleepily and went back to sleep, unperturbed by his wife’s anxiety. Mrs. Sloan sighed and walked out the room. She decided to go out and see it for herself.

“What... is happening here?” Mrs. Sloan was terribly shocked when she saw a large amount of people outside her house. The epicentrum of the mass was just close to her house. She could barely see through the waves of people, but she did notice smoke rising from what seemed to be the centre of attention. But what has burnt? No house was supposed to be on that land. Then what could have possibly happened to attract these many people? She noticed many unfamiliar faces as well among them, which were unusual, for her neighbourhood had never been visited by that many strangers. It had always been quiet and peaceful.

Then a clamorous noise from above startled her. Looking up to the sky, she saw a flying vehicle. It was her first time seeing a helicopter up so close.

“What...what is happening?” Mr. Sloan seemed to have waken up from the sound of the helicopter. “I don’t know,” answered Mrs. Sloan cluelessly, “I think something might have burned there.” Mr. Sloan’s eyes followed the direction of his wife’s pointing. “What is that?” Mr. Sloan couldn’t believe his own eyes seeing the fume, and then the crowd. “Are they reporters? What are here for?”

Mrs. Sloan saw her closest neighbour, Mrs. Dickerson, who was walking nearby her house after coming back from the site. Mrs. Dickerson, with shock clearly written on her face, walked up to Mrs. Sloan and told her what happened. “I saw a UFO right before my eyes,” she reported. “You saw a... what?” Mr. Sloan tried to see if she was joking, but saw only seriousness on Mrs. Dickerson’s eyes. “UFO,” Mrs. Dickerson repeated it once again clearly, “someone woke up early this morning and saw the smoke there, when he got to reach it he saw a crashed UFO. It was burnt pretty bad, but we can clearly state that it really is a UFO.”

Mr. Sloan ran to the site immediately. Though hard, as many people and reporters were surrounding it, he could finally reach it.

True enough, it was a UFO! Police lines had been set around it, along with policemen investigating the scene. One of them walked away from the UFO site and made an announcement. “We have already investigated this UFO, this is a real thing, but we’re unable to find aliens in it.”

“No aliens? That’s strange. How could this UFO crashed here if no aliens drove it here..” Mr. Sloan asked himself. He found it really strange. Then he started making conclusions. What if the aliens had changed their appearances and pretended to be human?

He looked around and found many unfamiliar faces. He found a TV reporter that he never seen on TV before. Could he be the alien? Mr. Sloan became much aware of the reporters. “Oh! What if the alien pretends to be one of the townspeople? Could it be Kyle? Or Preston? Or... maybe the others?” His suspiciousness began to expand. “Wait, I can’t just accuse anyone rashly. There got to be some prove, first things first.” Mr. Sloan decided to go home and think clearly, leaving Mrs. Sloan with the neighbours fussing about the UFO.

*****

The sky had darkened. Soon, noon would turn evening, but the crowd had not seemed to decrease. Maybe it did, but the police were too bothered by the press whilst progressing with the investigation. To top it off, some spectators had even managed to cross the line. It doesn’t really matter if they took pictures, but some went to the extent of picking up debris of the UFO for themselves, therefore messing up the evidents the police were trying to preserve.

“Well, it’s part of our job,” said Chief Keith to the complaining officers. It was finally their team’s turn to take a break after the half-day’s hectic. Some were sipping hot chocolate, while keeping watch on anything that might happen. “Hopefully no one tries anything funny anymore such as taking home ‘souvenirs’. This ain’t a tourist attraction…” “…yet!” Another officer interrupted Ron’s mumbling, and the others chuckled at Officer Ron’s seriousness. They all knew that sooner or later, after the police retreat, leaving the site as it is, either the locals or other parties would try to take advantage by turning it into an attraction for UFO fans.

“I’ve always thought UFOs don’t exist. Now I’m speechless.”

“We can’t declare whether that ship is really a UFO, though. The scientists had just been contacted, and they will arrive by tomorrow.”

“So our task in the meantime is to guard this thing? What if it’s a made up?”

Darn it if it is. We’ll make sure to catch the culprit. My guess is some locals might have done it to attract visitors. This area is hardly known for anything, that’s why it’s desolated.”

“I doubt it. The locals can’t be that high-tech to create such thing,” argued an officer and turned his head to the UFO, just to have a good look at it again in order to confirm his opinion. Others too, glanced at the UFO, although they had been investigating it the whole day. It is indeed hard to believe it was the locals doing.

“Then who did it?” The officers fell silent, but in their minds, they were speculating about who could be held responsible of the event. It was a mystery. Then about the whereabouts of the aliens, if later the scientists state that the ship was a real UFO. That too, was a mystery. 

*****

“The scientists will be on the site by tomorrow to examine the UFO.”

“Criminologists are enough. That ship is clearly a made up by irresponsible people.”

“I’m sorry to say that such comment is too rash, and personal as well, sir. We should be aware of any possibility, including the existence of aliens.

“Enough,” said Head Chief Daniel Mayer, putting a stop to the debate going on between the higher-ups in a meeting, which took place in the central police department, concerning the UFO crash. “It would be much wiser to include scientists to our investigation team, considering the fact that we do not specialize in laboratory researches. Besides, we would like to avoid the scenario where the press will be questioning us for not having scientists investigating the case.”

Soon after the meeting, police officers started contacting selected chemists from all over United States and assembling a new investigation team as instructed by Chief Daniel. The team were to gather as soon as possible to be provided with brief instructions regarding their task, then start taking and examining samples of the UFO. 

The following day, the team had been put to work. They discovered things; bags of fluids that seemed like alien’s urine, something that appeared to be dead skin cells and blood cells, and other strange objects. The whole team went through strenuous days under police supervision and support. Criminologists came out with possible hypothesis whilst chemists made efforts in identifying samples of substances gathered from the site.

They were nearly desperate regarding the case when one day, Dr. Jake Stoltzman, the young chemist, finally found something: an extraterestrial element found on blood cells that react to paracetamol, a common pain-reducing medication that can be used without doctor’s prescription. He reported his discovery to the head of the team, Professor Phillip. 

“Are you certain about your discovery?” asked Professor Phillip. 

“A hundred percent, Sir. I think that’s the only way to differentiate between alien and real human, since one said that aliens might look like human being.” Dr. Jake explained more about his discovery. Then, Professor Phillip agreed to have Dr. Jake present this to Chief Daniel.

“You want to have this whole town tested?” Chief Daniel asked.

“Yes, Sir.” answered Dr. Jake confidently.

Well said, then. We’ll have local lab officers conduct the lab test. A week would be enough for this small town.”

The police officer soon held a press conference to announce that everyone within the neighborhood, including journalists, policemen, and scientists, were to be tested by the local lab officers. The lab officers would stop by in every house and building in the area.

Unexpectedly, the implementation of the lab test arouse chaos among the town’s people. Suspicions spread around town. One could no longer trust another, not even one’s own family member. This alien could disguise as anyone, and this alien would most likely be malevolent, or at least that’s the rumor the locals believed.

*****

The market was usually swarming with the town’s people, especially on weekends, but not that day. There weren’t many people on the street, only several old ladies with vegetable in brown bags, even most of the shops are closed. The place was almost deserted.

“Well isn’t that nice? The fish are on sale for only half the price! ” said Mrs. Sloan delightfully.

“I wouldn’t buy my fish from him, he might be the alien,” whispered Mrs. Jones. “I saw him talking to one of the fish yesterday,” she whispered again, this time more carefully.  

“Now that is just absurd. Your eyes must be playing tricks on you again, Edna,” said Mrs. Sloan. 

“I know what you’re thinking. You think I’m crazy, don’t you? For all we know, the alien could be anyone! Like your husband maybe, or even yourself. Are you the alien?” Mrs. Jones pointed her bony finger at Mrs. Sloan, “Bah! Even if you were, why would you tell me?” then she walked away, leaving Mrs. Sloan without even waiting for her to answer.

“Oh, that poor woman. With all those thoughts in her head, sometimes I wonder how she even survives. But what if she’s right? The alien could be anyone. That butcher with the big knife right there, or that old woman with the orange sweater, or that young boy on a bicycle, or even …my own husband?” Mrs. Sloan thought as she walked home. She is starting to have doubts.

*****

Mrs. Sloan peeked from the curtain, she could see a shadow of a man walking from the far end of the street.  The silhouette suggested that it was her husband or an alien disguised as her husband. She stormed out the door.

“Stop, alien!” said both Mr. Sloan and Mrs. Sloan simultaneously.

“What do you mean I’m the alien? You are the alien!” said Mrs. Sloan.

“No I’m not, you are!”

“Oh, really? Then why did you come home so late?”

“Because my work wasn’t finished!”

“Then explain that thing you’re carrying,” Mrs. Sloan pointed at a big suitcase in Mr. Sloan’s hand.

“What do you mean? I always bring this to work!”

“No, you don’t!” said Mrs. Sloan, starting to feel unsure of her accusation.

“Yes I do! This is where I keep all my notes and equipments I need for work”

 Mrs. Sloan fell silent. “I’m sorry, darling, I’ve had a rough day today. Come inside, let me prepare dinner for you.”

She was just about to go back inside the house when her husband pulled her arm back. “Wait! How do I know you are not an alien?” said Mr. Sloan suspiciously, He stared at his wife with eyes piercing like an eagle. 

“Of course I’m not an alien! I’m your wife!” she exclaimed in disbelief.

“You might be an alien pretending to be my wife,” his grip tightened around her arm.

“How dare you accuse me of such thing! You have no proof!”

“Just this morning, your face was green when I woke up. Green like the skin tone of an alien.”

“Don’t be silly, I was using avocado mask for my skin.”

“You also had big green eyes”

“Those weren’t my eyes, those were cucumber for the dark circles under my eyes. If I hadn’t kept my face beautiful, you would have gone long ago with that young blonde woman across town”

“Don’t try changing the subject, you alien. Give me my wife back.”

“I am your wife! Let me go!” 

Mr. Sloan let go of his wife’s arm and said, “Stay here!”

Mr. Sloan went inside. He went to the kitchen and opened a large cabinet just beside the sink. It was cramped with plates, cups and stacks of medicine in plastic containers. He took two glass cups from the lowest row and a red container marked fever

He handed the red container to Mrs. Sloan who was still standing in front of the door, not sure of what to do. “Are you mad? I’m not sick, my body temperature is totally fine.”

“That’s not for your illness,” Mr. Sloan answered as he walked back into the kitchen and filled the cups halfway with tap water. “You heard what the police said about paracetamol showing the true nature of an alien, if you were truly not an alien, you will be fine taking the medicine.”

“I don’t trust you. You might be the alien trying to poison me.” Mrs. Sloan refused.

“Okay then, we both take the medicine,” Mr. Sloan answered. He took a pill from the container and handed one of the cups to Mrs. Sloan. “On the count of three, one, two, …three!”

They both swallowed the medicine and didn’t say a word. Nothing happened. No changes in skin color, hair, nothing. Suddenly they heard running footsteps and heard Mrs. Jones calling their names.

“Hey! Mr. Sloan, Mrs. Sloan, have you heard?” said Mrs. Jones, her breath was heavy from running, “They found out that the UFO crash site was just a set for an upcoming movie. There are no aliens”

“…but how about the police?” asked Mr. Sloan who was clearly baffled.

            “They weren’t real police, they were actors rehearsing for the movie”

            “So there are no aliens?” asked Mrs. Sloan

            “No, it was all for a movie. It was all fake” said Mrs. Jones.

            “So I guessed you are not an alien after all,” said Mr. Sloan to his wife.

            “..and neither are you,” said Mrs. Sloan.


made by: benv, ibethps, iput, and me

Wednesday, 24 August 2011

Write. Remember. Write write write

*write write write*

Nulis apaan?
No no no gw ga pinter ngarang cerpen ato nulis artikel. Gw hanya menuliskan apa yang gw alami tiap hari di sebuah buku catatan.

Ohhh diary? Lo masih nulis gituan??
nooooooooooo it's a journal, journal! Alias buku harian secara harafiah! Buku, harian! Uda dibilang gw cuman nulis kegiatan gw setiap harinya di tu buku, dan orang lain boleh baca kok. Lain sama diary yang sifatnya private & isinya bakal menimbulkan skandal kalo kebaca orang lain - -"

Ya ampun penting banget lo bikin gituan..
Penting tauuu.. Gw tuh orangnya pelupa banget. Jadi biar ga lupa, gw tulis deh.



Yup, itu rutinitas gw di sekolah yang bermula dari kejenuhan saat belajar di kelas, dan kemudian berlanjut menjadi sebuah ritual untuk merekam perjalanan hidup #ciaelah
Dannnn karena gw cipe hehe, gw rangkap jurnal gw itu jadi agenda sekolah juga *peace*
Mungkin banyak orang yang mikir bahwa bikin begituan itu ga penting. Iya sih, pada dasarnya gw iseng doang tapi ternyata ada manfaatnya juga, yang baru gw sadari setelah baru-baru ini ga sengaja baca ulang jurnal yg gw buat bertahun-tahun yang lalu:

It brings back memories & smiles :')
 
So I have decided
to write every moment of my life
every detail
every day
pencil over paper
sketches here and there
so I may never forget
how I become the me now


So, I'm just saying, friends, ga usah malu nulis buku harian! It's a way to keep & treasure your memories :)
Dan katanya juga sih, nulis buku harian bisa mengimprove kemampuan lu untuk nulis hal-hal lain. Contohnya, the famous JK Rowling - the writer of the so-well-known-Harry Potter - and other authors. So keep writing!


credits: http://dejurnale.multiply.com/journal/item/1/MENULIS_DIARY

Monday, 1 August 2011

gws Pak Iwan :'(

Pak Iwan itu guru fisika SMP gw dulu. Baikkk banget, sayangnya ga tegas jadi suka dibully sama murid-muridnya sendiri - -"

Tiba-tiba aja beredar kabar di twitter tgl 22 hari senin bahwa ternyata bapak kecelakaan, ketabrak bus di daerah citraland - roxy pas lagi berangkat ke sekolah (I'm guessing that was on saturday).

Kaget lah. Shock.

Besoknya, gw & @piangelaa pergi jenguk si bapak yang ternyata dirawat di RS Siloam. Cukup dekat dengan rumah kita, mengingat rumahnya bapak juga di daerah Kedoya. Kita nyampe di sana jam 15an (soalnya gw ada peltam akun dulu), dan ternyata ada rombongan angkatannya pia yang udah di situ sejak pulsek. Dan.....emang budayanya anak sanur ya bergosip, di RS aja ga bisa diem dikit. Yg ditegur sama petugasnya RS malah gw, padahal gw baru nyampe asadjkgfds malu tauk.

Ga berapa lama, akhirnya kita dibolehin nunggu giliran jenguk Pak Iwan di HCU lt2. Ya, HCU. Gw bener-bener ga nyangka si bapak separah itu ampe dirawat di High Care Unit. Dan sekali lagi, bukannya diem, angkatannya si pia itu malah foto bareng.

Gw sama pia & 1 lagi temennya langsung menghindar dari rombongan.
Yg ada di pikiran gw itu, mereka pada mau jengukin orang sakit ato mau eksis karena jengukin orang sakit? Ga malu apa sama orang-orang yg di RS? Bikin kita ilang muka aja.

Oke lupakan. Pokoknya jam 16an gitu, kita baru boleh jenguk dan harus masuk bertiga-tiga. Gw sama pia nunggu belakangan aja. Kabarnya, si bapak baru sadar selasa pagi, dan katanya kena pendarahan di otak (dan gegar otak juga? Ga tau bener ato ga). Siangnya pas dijengukin sama 6 guru dari SMP, dia cuma ngenalin 2 guru doang. Nah ini anak-anak yang pada uda dapet giliran masuk, begitu keluar, ada yang nangis. Mereka bilang si bapak tangannya sampe diiket ke samping ranjang biar dia ga maksa bangun. Pas diajak ngomong, si bapak ngomongnya ga jelas. Jadi antara dia ga bisa ngomong jelas, ato apa yang dia omongin ga nyambung (?).

Entahlah. It all sounds sad to us.

Akhirnya, pas gw & pia & temennya 1 lg dapet giliran jenguk, ternyata si bapak uda tidur, ditungguin istrinya & sodaranya. Kita ga tau mau ngomong apa. Awkward silence. Cuma 1 menitan, abis itu kita pamit pulang. Keluar-keluar dari HCU, gw banjir. Ngliat si bapak aja uda sedih, apalagi kalo dia bangun & kita ajak ngomong..

Nah kemaren uda ada kabar baiknya nih. Katanya si bapak uda dipindah dari HCU ke ruang perawatan biasa. Puji Tuhan.. Just get well soon, sir. Everyone's waiting for your recovery. GBU :)

Mr & Mrs Iwan

Sunday, 31 July 2011

I want parkour :D

hello! Meskipun sehari-harinya elu elu yang kenal gw mengenal gw sebagai anak yang lenje dan suka hal-hal yang girly (?) dan imut layaknya anak perempuan sekolahan biasa, let me state you this one thing: gw suka outdoor activity. Hmm bisa juga dibilang suka olahraga sih

and I wanna be a traceur.


Semua berawal dari artikel di JakPost berjudul Urban Ninja yg mengulas tentang keberadaan parkour. Tuhan, selama ini gw terkagum-kagum nontonin orang yang bisa manjat-manjat tembok & loncatin gedung-gedung di film-film tapi gw ga pernah tau kalo namanya parkour. Dan sekarang gw tau :DDD

dan ternyata ada komunitasnya di Jakarta! Gw kira di luar negeri doang..

One thing we should know, parkour isn't only about the action. It is a way of thinking, a way of life, a philosophy; it is about overcoming your fears and the mental challenge of what you think you are limited to do. Another thing, efisiensi sangat dipentingkan dalam parkour. Ga usah bergaya macem-macem sebenernya, just do what you need to do: move on. Jadi, dalam parkour hampir ga ada persaingan. Just focus on whether you have or haven't succeeded.

Personally, gw merasa cocok sama parkour, karena cara berpikir gw emang udah sama, jauh sebelum tau kalo parkour itu ternyata juga merupakan a way of life. Though not 100% karena ada pengecualian buat "overcoming you fears" (I'm emetophobic, remember?). Tapi gw bener-bener berharap bahwa dengan parkour, gw bisa menerapkan cara berpikirnya untuk mengimprove pandangan hidup gw.


Let me guess. Pasti ada beberapa dari lo yang mikir...."Lu kan cewe? Mana pantes lu nekunin kayak bgituan??". It's okay, itu emang udah masalah umum karena bonyok gw juga ngomong bgitu. Open your eyes, bro & sis! Kita udah masuk jaman emansipasi wanita! Salahkah bila saya menyukai parkour..? Let me be me.







Anw check out this cool vid, made in Bandung :)
Tapi yah harap maklumin sub englishnya hahahahaa

strange dream chronicles #4

tidak masuk akal, tidak mengenal dimensi, tidak mengenal asal-usul, tidak diketahui latar belakangnya. Mimpi itu selalu aneh, bukan?

Okay, so....there's this very bugging dream that I haven't been able to get off my mind.
Gw mimpi cowo gw nangis gara-gara rapotnya jelek.

asdjgfhajkglnxcveonsd sumpah itu mimpi teraneh paling aneh

trus di mimpi itu gw marah, karena berapa kali pun gw nyoba hibur dia, tetep aja dia nangis! Mungkin agak ga adil kalo gw mikir gini, tapi gw ngrasa kalo seorang cowok ga pantas nangis. It rips off a man's whole image. Well, tergantung sih dia nangisin apa, tapi gara-gara rapot jelek? Eughhhhhh... It really did destroyed my image of him (in that dream). Jadi gw marah sama dia, terus gw tinggalin.

Dan ternyata oh ternyata, it was a joke. Yeah, a joke. Him crying was a joke to piss me off, and it worked. Dan gw terlanjur mengekspos ketidaksabaran gw.


What a sick dream -_____-

a third-time-data-loss

*nangis*
yup, it's a self-explanatory title. Gw kehilangan data gw di komputer untuk ketiga kalinya, dan sempet ga minat nyentuh komputer lagi. Gimana ga, gw udah menimbun data-data yg lumayan penting di situ selama 2 tahun, dan ilang dalam sekejap gara-gara virus yg gw ga tau asalnya dari mana! Kalo ga salah, virusnya nyamar jadi "winlogon.exe" (?). Alhasil, pas gw nyalain komputer, gw ga bisa log on ke komputernya sama sekali. Just before it reaches the user log on page, it restarts again, again, and so on, and forth, dst.

Balik-balik servis, data gw ilang semua karena komputer terpaksa diformat. Sh!t..

Here we start from zero again.

Wednesday, 15 June 2011

new header


Yes I know it's a lameeee header just like before
too simple, too plain, and strange.. -__-
I have no idea of what to do with it anymore
Maybe anyone can help me with adding some borders..? Or a change of background perhaps?

Tuesday, 14 June 2011

Live In @ Samigaluh

gw bener males nulis ttg live in gw
bukan gara-gara dapet pengalaman ga enak
simply because I am a lazy gut B)
sebagai gantinya, gw akan posting gambar yang gw buat untuk tugas live in
enjoy!


Tuesday, 19 April 2011

basecamp on the 'camp'! (17apr)

diawali dengan cetusan seseorang di inbox fb 'basecamp', "nginep yok ke rumah jhh"
Wah mengherankan sekali, karena ini rencana dadakan yang pertama kali berhasil diadakan. Waktu itu pd ngajak iceskate ke TA, gagal. Ngajak nonton ke puri, gagal. Dsb dsb. Jadilah pada hari Minggu Palma berbondong-bondong lima orang ke rumah gw untuk 'camping'. Mengapa disebut 'camping'? Karena kami tidur menikmati AC alam muahaha

Paginya itu, gw bangun agak awal dan bersama @13rabbids, 'anak' gw yang baru balik dari ausi minggu lalu (baca post anakku pulaaaaaaannggg :D) mempersiapkan lantai rumah gw yang paling atas yang mau dipake buat nginep. Ruangannya agak panas (selalu disinari matahari) dan berdebu (jarang dipake). Anak gw nyapu, dan gw ngepel. Sayang si mia ga dibolehin sama maknya nginep :( Trus jam 12.30 gw pergi latian UCV dulu di CC ampe jam 15.30. Otw home, beli snack + sarapan buat acara nginep ntar sama bokap. Baru nyampe rumah lagi jam 16.30

Yang paling pertama nyampe adalah 'cucu' gw, @cindyisabellaa, jam 17.30..! Dia mau sekalian ikut misa minggu palma jam 19.30 sama keluarga gw. Well, banyak desas-desus yang mengatakan bahwa apabila cindy mau pergi ke gereja, gerejanya akan kiamat, runtuh, dsb. Dan benar saja. Begitu kita mau berangkat, hujan deres ._. Sangat deras. Sangat. Depan rumah gw udah banjir setumit hanya dalam waktu setengah jam. Bokap ngomong begini, "Kita liat sikon ya, jes. Kalo kita disuruh parkir di TVM, kita ga usah misa aja ya. Masa kamu mau becek-becekan nyebrang lapangan rumput?" (karena Taman Villa Meruya dan MKK dipisahkan oleh sebuah lapangan rumput yang luas)

ini gara-gara..... *melirik cindy* #jahat

Namun, kita pantang menyerah dan memutuskan untuk berangkat!
*otw* ♪~Kiri, kanan, kulihat saja, banyak rumah yang mati lampu~♪ *lirik cindy lagi*

Untungnya, hujan sudah reda, dan untungnya, kita tidak disuruh parkir mobil di TVM, dan lebih untungnya lagi, kita masih kebagian tempat di dalam gereja :D Gw & Cindy misah dari ortu gw buat ngetag'in tempat duduk buat @victorefendi dan @YosefFKYFK. Namun yang berhasil dan mau datang menerjang hujan hanyalah asep, 'suami' gw. Dia nyampenya pas pertengahan misa ckckck

Habis misa, ketemulah 'anak' gw @theolimena di pintu utama gereja. Dengan penuh kebejatan, gw & adek gw menyerang dia dengan hujaman daun palma di tangan (untuk alasan yang tidak jelas). Terus, kita semua masuk mobil. Asep theo cindy di tengah, gw & adek gw di duduk jongkok di belakang. Ini semua demi menjemput si victor di rumahnya di TVM.

Pas kita udah nyampe, gw suruh cindy suruh si vic keluar. Udah di'sms, di'bbm, di'ping, ditelpon, ga ada yang keluar. Akhirnya 'suami'ku take action. Dia keluar dan pencet bel rumah. Cuma mbaknya yang keluar, trus bilangnya si vic lagi ngepak barang (?) Ni anak bukannya ngepak daritadi.. -__-+ Trus si theo nunggu di luar mobil bersama opa. Tau-tau mbaknya keluar lagi terus bilang kalo si vic lagi tidur, ah labil nih mbak.

Tunggu, TIDUR?? Uda minta dijemput, itu anak malah tidur!??
Theo dan opa pun langsung melesat ke dalam rumah untuk membangunkan anak durhaka itu. Tak berapa lama kemudian, mereka bertiga keluar. Kemudian di dalam mobil, kami memuaskan diri menghajar vic. Trus kita berlima diturunin di pinggir jalan, eh salah, di rumah gw. Bonyok & adek gw pergi dulu makan kwetiaw. Dan gw babuin 'suami' & 'anak-anak' gw buat bawain matras ke lantai paling atas >:) Trus sambil nunggu bonyok pulang, kita ngemil chitato 2 rasa haha

Eh ternyata bonyok pulang bawa kwetiaw bun 3 bungkus buat kita, padahal gw & cindy maunya makan satu porsi berdua & yg lain uda pd makan malem .__. Jadilah kita mencoba ngabisin kwetiaw rame-rame di gazebo. Perjuangan cukup berat karena rasa kwetiawnya ga seenak dulu. Antara monoton dan hambar. Gw parohan sama opa, cindy parohan sama theo, trus victor makan sendirian -__-
Cindy cuma bisa makan dikit, jadi sisanya dia kasih theo hhaha. Ngliat gw & asep yang masih parohan di atas satu kertas minyak, si theo nantangin kita buat adu makan cepet sama dia. Ya karena kita makannya santai-santai aja....si theo menang dan membanggakan diri terus, dasar sedeng. Abis makan, kita lanjut dengan bergosip ria sampai jam 23.30
← asep & victor

cindy & theo →





 jangan lupa gosok gigi ^^

Abis gosok gigi, it's not the end

nonton bola dulu..
main uha...
  Empat kartu diambil acak, silahkan ditambahkurangkalibagi
pokoknya harus dapet hasil 40 ato 24

main cepek...

You wouldn't believe when I told you that we just slept at....3.20 x_x
Pas lagi tidur, tiba-tiba ada suara "emmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.." what the hell lama banget. Besok paginya jam 7 kita kebangun karena suara alarm plus silaunya mentari pagi (serius, silau banget), dan baru diketahui bahwa suara emm itu dari theo yang lagi di ambang tidur hahahahaa

Trus kita pergi jalan pagi. Gw sambil bawa si bush anjing gw, kasian dia uda kelamaan ga dibawa jalan. Sepanjang jalan keliling Taman Aries itu, kita ambil jalan yang ga keliatan ada anjing lain, soalnya gw takut si bush diajak berantem (pernah kejadian). Uda anjing gw badannya kecil gitu (anjing teckel), ya gw makin takut lah. Abis ngelewatin blok E dan D, kita nyusurin pinggir kali blok B, dengan logika ga bakal ada anjing sliweran di situ soalnya itu jalan raya & banyak mobil yang lewat. Pas kita uda stengah jalan, tiba-tiba ngliat ada anjing duduk depan rumah seberang jalan di kejauhan. Tuh liat di gambar. Kita yang biru, anjingnya yang merah.

cin:     "Je, di depan ada anjing tuh.."
gw:     *deg-degan*
vic:     "Tapi anjingnya tampangnya kalem tuh"
opa:    "Semua anjing juga tampangnya sama kali" -__-

Pas kita lagi ngelewatin itu anjing, tiba-tiba tu anjing berdiri (!!!)

theo:  "Eh anjingnya kayaknya luka tuh"
gw:     O_O!!! "Kalo gitu itu anjingnya emang yang demen berantem anjirrrr"

Bener aja, tu anjing uda gonggongin kita di tempat. Sialnya, pas itu ga da mobil yang lewat (padahal tadinya ada!) trus tu anjing, dengan daging terburai-burai menggelantung di perut, lari nyebrang jalan nyamperin kita!!

Anjir semua langsung kabur. Begonya, si vic & theo kabur ke arah berlawanan -__-
Pas uda nyampe seperempat kali, gw cindy asep liat ke belakang. Anjingnya di kejauhan. Tiba-tiba ngejer lagi !!! gw kabur bawa si bush ampe ilang di tikungan. Sialan....ini namanya lari pagi, bukan jalan pagi lagi... Pas uda agak jauh, gw berhenti. Kaki lemes gemeteran gara-gara takut wakakaka. Terus kita ketemuan lagi sama si vic & theo di deket Abdi Siswa. Pas jalan balik pulang, ada anjing gede lagi O_O" Trus si vic & theo kabur ke arah berlawanan lagi -__-

Kapok sumpah

Nyampe-nyampe rumah, kita masak pop mie goreng dan melupakan segalanya

Sangat disayangkan bagi sisa anak basecamp yang ga ikut seperti Edbert (gara-gara UN), Pia (ga dibolehin plus dia jg masuk skolah), Mia (ga dibolehin), Renate (ada ultah temen), Yoan (ada les paginya). Lain kali ikut ya!!

Saturday, 16 April 2011

rakyat, oh rakyat.. (sebuah tugas PKn)


Indonesia merupakan negara demokrasi. Hal ini dilandasi oleh pasal 1 ayat 1 UUD 1945 yang menyatakan bahwa “Kedaulatan berada di tangan rakyat dan dilaksanakan menurut Undang-Undang Dasar.” Demokrasi dikembangkan dengan tujuan menampung aspirasi yang terdapat dalam masyarakat dan melindungi hak-hak rakyat, di mana hal itu telah menjadi budaya demokrasi yang bersifat universal.

Istilah kata “demokrasi” tidak hanya seputar dunia politik, namun istilah ini ‘merakyat’. Apa maksudnya? Mari kita selidiki dulu etimologisnya: demos berarti “rakyat” dan kratos yang berarti “pemerintahan”, yang bila digabung akan membentuk sebuah arti yakni “pemerintahan rakyat”. Dengan demikian, dapat ditarik kesimpulan bahwa rakyat, dengan kekuasaan di genggamannya, memiliki hak-hak. Salah satunya adalah hak untuk beraktivitas dan berpendapat melalui organisasi, lembaga, perkumpulan, dsb sebagaimana didukung oleh UUD 1945 pasal 28E ayat 3. Perkumpulan-perkumpulan ini tidak hanya terbatas pada bidang politik, namun juga dalam bidang sosial, ekonomi, budaya, agama, pendidikan, dan bidang lain yang tergabung sebagai unsur-unsur dalam masyarakat. Kelompok-kelompok ini dapat disebut sebagai Organisasi Massa (OrMas) atau Lembaga Swadaya Masyarakat (LSM)

Beragamnya ormas dan LSM yang sudah terbentuk di Indonesia patut diacungi jempol, karena dapat dilihat sebagai realisasi untuk mewujudkan pemerintahan demokratis serta menuju masyarakat madani, dengan Pancasila sebagai landasan utamanya. ormas dan LSM memiliki peran positif, antara lain:
   Menampung serta menyalurkan aspirasi masyarakat di bidang lain selain politik
   Sebagai sarana untuk mengatur kelangsungan hidup sosial masyarakat
   Mewujudkan cita-cita bersama dari anggotanya dan pada akhirnya bermuara pada cita-cita nasional
  Membantu pemerintah dalam mengorganisir dan mengawasi aktivitas masyarakat dalam hal sosial, ekonomi, budaya, agama, pendidikan, olahraga, lingkungan hidup, kesehatan, dan lain-lain.

Fungsi ormas dan LSM sebagai realisasi demokrasi tampak pada cara penyaluran aspirasi, solidaritas, dan penyampaian pendapat yang tertib melalui unjuk rasa, demo, kegiatan organisasi, dan sebagainya. Contohnya yaitu aksi unjuk rasa yang digelar oleh Forum Bhinekka Tunggal Ika di Bundaran HI pada tanggal 13 Februari lalu.

Menyadari fakta bahwa kemajemukan dalam masyarakat Indonesia masih belum dapat diterima dengan baik, maka perselisihan atas dasar SARA merupakan hal yang sulit dihindari. Kini, keberadaan sebagian organisasi kemasyarakatan justru dianggap sebagai pemicu konflik dan pemecah persatuan masyarakat. Maraknya main hakim yang berujung pada kekerasan, dengan mengatasnamakan ormas, telah meresahkan kehidupan masyarakat.

Kepala Polri Jenderal (Pol) Bambang Hendarso Danuri menyebutkan bahwa kekerasan yang dilakukan ormas meningkat. Sepuluh kasus terjadi tahun 2007 dan turun menjadi delapan kasus pada tahun 2008. Pada tahun 2009, jumlah itu melonjak menjadi 40 kasus. Meski tahun 2010 belum berakhir, tindak kekerasan yang dilakukan ormas sudah mencapai 49 kasus.
(http://anbti.org/content/menggerus-noda-aksi-kekerasan-ormas)
Beberapa ormas yang anarkis telah dikecam, antara lain FPI (Front Pembela Islam) dan FBR (Forum Betawi Rempug) karena secara tidak langsung, dianggap telah menularkan cara berpikir yang buruk serta tindakan kekerasan di kalangan masyarakat.

Tindakan pemerintah dan aparat keamanan yang tidak tegas dalam mengatasi hal ini pun mulai diekspos dan disorot secara luas. Betapa tidak? Dalam beberapa aksi kekerasan yang berhasil didokumentasikan dalam bentuk gambar maupun video, tidak terlihat adanya upaya penertiban yang berarti oleh pihak yang berwenang. Tidak ada pula penahanan yang dilakukan. SBY pun tidak bergerak sampai pada akhirnya terjadi peristiwa berdarah di Cikeusik pada tanggal 6 Februari lalu, yang disusul dengan konflik di Temanggung dua hari kemudian. Beliau kemudian menyerukan ancaman pembubaran bagi ormas yang berani mempelopori kerusuhan dan konflik lebih lanjut.

Ada apa dengan bangsa ini? Padahal dulunya, Indonesia dikenal sebagai bangsa dengan masyarakatnya yang ramah serta menjunjung tinggi nilai-nilai kenegaraan. Kini, predikat itu hanya tinggal kenangan belaka. Rakyat yang dipercayai dengan kedaulatan, malah menyebabkan perpecahan di antara dirinya sendiri.

“..negara juga telah gagal menjaga dan merawat kebinekaan serta demokrasi. Yang pada akhirnya justru hanya melakukan pembelaan atas kesalahan-kesalahan sendiri. Diawali dengan ketidaktegasan.” - Ivan Faizal Affandi

Saya setuju dengan pendapat di atas. Negara memang kurang tegas. Undang-undang sudah ada, namun pelaksanaannya….memalukan. Namun tidak pantas juga apabila pemerintah terus-menerus disalahkan. Kita juga patut mempertanyakan sikap kita selama ini. Janganlah kita berbuat seperti status di bawah ini:



credits:
http://nasional.vivanews.com/news/read/203801-golkar--negara-gagal
Jonathan Sudibya (thx bro for some of the links)



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